So today I woke up not happy not angry, but fed up with life. I just felt like moving everything out of my room except my mattress and a small chair. Felt like I just want to be in an empty room, with a scented candle in the corner of my room.
I was really fed-up with life.
I guess it’s one of those days where you just don’t know what you have done in your life that is of a good use to someone, yourself or your family. And when you realize that you didn’t achieve any or disappointed someone it totally changes your mood. And it’s because you really care about what people think of you more than what you think of yourself. People, sometimes you have got to stop thinking or even caring about the people around you, to take one step ahead. You can’t help the people around you and do things for them at the same time that you are trying to move forward. It’s too much stress for you, don’t live up to people’s expectations, just do what you are good at and continue your path whether others like it or not. Sometimes you’ll have to let the people, who are counting on you, down and it’s not your fault. Because you also have to live for yourself and follow whatever you choose (freedom of choice). Humanity has passed that stage where your elders force you to be someone or do something, just to carry on the family traditions. We are way ahead of that era. We have diversities, overseas connections and our right to choose. But whatever you do, you should never forget to pay back any favor from any person who helped or supported you during your journey of life. It doesn’t have to be soon, but make sure you at-least thanks them.